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I am not sure what is going on, but as of this past Wednesday, my pain/swelling has greatly increased from my RA. I am still taking the minocycline (thx Ron). I am doing SR 2x/day.
I must be honest...I am very disappointed and have a sort of "knot" in my stomach. It is hard not to be afraid, because I thought I was getting a little better. I have read a few books by Herbert Benson regarding the relaxation response. I think I am doing SR correctly...I have been confident for about 6weeks. Maybe I am just fooling myself. I exhibit many of the signs listed in the Recapture Your Health book, by Stoll and DeCourtney during SR. I literally feel like I am almost "buzzing" in my body. I lose my sensation for my hands. I feel I am either floating or sinking. My breathing slows considerably (just a few per breaths/minute), heart rate slows, etc.
I guess I will try to find someone to "hook me up" to some equipment. The problem is, I have no idea who to see. I want to see a very reputable doc., but have no idea how to even begin looking. I live in GA, if anyone has a suggestion.
Again, rather heart broken. My ankle/feet and hands/wrist, and knees are so painful. I just don't understand how I can go so far backward so fast. Maybe I was fooling myself that I was progressing/getting better. All I know is I changed nothing and now I feel much worse than at any point during this.
Any suggestions other than take drugs?? I also tried the tobacco. I am willing to read, do diet, SR, etc. I do not want to believe that I have to begin harsh drugs. I am fearful right now.
I am on vacation and rather than sleeping right now (4am), I am up fighting tears. I guess I am lost because I have no other ideas. Literally, the only thing I can think of is to have my SR officially certified, but I have no idea who to see or how long it will be before I can even make an attempt with my first doc. After reading the books by Benson, it just doesn't seem it would be necessary. So many have received benefits w/o this step. Is it possible the SR is just not reversing my RA, even though I am doing it correctly?
I am getting very close to not being able to work. It is surreal, because I was just on here a couple of weeks ago with such positive info. I don't know what happened.
My fear is that I am likely doing my SR correctly and that getting "certified" by a doc is not going to help. I guess I hope I am doing it incorrectly so there is a chance I will benefit from doing it correctly. Does that make sense?
Oh yea, my throat hurts now. It is very low in my esophagus. I have never had a sore throat here before. Does this mean my voice is next?
Please give me some positive thoughts. My wife is so sad. I am hiding this as best as I can from my 4.5yo son. My other son is too young to know 11mos.
Thanks folks.
lance